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Autism Awareness Day
There is so much beauty in this world. This morning, after an amazing swim in the natural river, I watched the sunrise. This evening, I...
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Connection Beyond Words
Connection Beyond Words I spend a lot of time watching Asaf. It’s fascinating to see him drift in and out of what I call his autistic...
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6 days ago3 min read
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Connection Beyond Words
That smile says it all..... I spend a lot of time watching Asaf. It’s fascinating to see him drift in and out of what I call his autistic...
abigail0269
6 days ago3 min read
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A Silent Love, Loud and Clear.
The relationship between Maya and Asaf is one of the most beautiful, profound, and transformative connections I have witnessed. It is a...
abigail0269
Mar 213 min read
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Looking Back: What I Wish I Had Known
As parents we make countless decisions for our children, always hoping we’re choosing what’s best. But what happens when we later realize...
abigail0269
Mar 143 min read
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Learning to Walk Again
One of the many moments of happiness captured on camera this week. Bringing Asaf home was all I could think about for months. I was so...
abigail0269
Mar 65 min read
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Friendship Beyond Words
Friendship is often defined by words—shared conversations, exchanged thoughts, and spoken expressions of care. But what does friendship...
abigail0269
Feb 285 min read
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Rediscovering Asaf: Meeting the son I thought I knew
Twenty-four years ago, I gave birth to my son, Asaf, a beautiful, mysterious child whose world I was never quite able to fully access....
abigail0269
Feb 284 min read
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From Guilt To Peace
Embracing the Storm - Sdot Yam A recent conversation made me realize something I’ve been struggling with: my focus on Asaf’s challenges...
abigail0269
Feb 143 min read
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Finding Strength in the Storm: The Power of Self-Care
Gan Hashlosha Parenting a child with special needs is a journey filled with love, devotion, and countless challenges. This past week,...
abigail0269
Feb 143 min read
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Asaf is Home: A New Chapter Begins
The smile that says it all. On Friday Asaf came home. After three and a half years of living in a hostel, he is now back with us, and it...
abigail0269
Feb 14 min read
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D-Day: A New Beginning
It’s 3 a.m., and I’m wide awake. I’m sure many of you know the feeling well. You wake up with a jolt, and before you have time to calm...
abigail0269
Jan 255 min read
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Silent Struggles and Unspoken Strengths
After Asaf’s last hospitalization, I took part in his typing session the next day. After he shared how much better he was feeling, I...
abigail0269
Jan 254 min read
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His Words Left Me No Choice But To Listen
Asaf was meticulous in ensuring we understood how miserable he was in the hostel. In nearly every session, I would open the document and...
abigail0269
Jan 254 min read
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When The Only Choice Left Is Not To Eat
Asaf started losing weight in the hostel about six months after he moved in. At first, his weight loss was subtle and hard to pinpoint. I...
abigail0269
Jan 254 min read
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Shattered Beliefs and Grief
For years, I had built a world of beliefs around Asaf thinking I understood his needs and his happiness. Then everything I had convinced...
abigail0269
Jan 254 min read
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What Do You Want Me To Know
Throughout my 24 years of parenting Asaf, I’d never had a conversation with him.Stop and think for a second about what that actually...
abigail0269
Jan 254 min read
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Breaking The Silence
Three years ago, after Asaf completed school at 21, I was lost. What now? School had been an incubator, a safe framework that provided...
abigail0269
Jan 255 min read
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Waiting For a Miracle
Over the years of raising Asaf, I clung tightly to the belief that one day he would open his mouth and call me “Mum.” It was a hope I...
abigail0269
Jan 254 min read
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A Whole New World
Before I began writing this blog, I asked Asaf for his permission to share his words and feelings. It’s something I now realize is...
abigail0269
Jan 255 min read
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